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I'm so randomly dizzy, and I'm sitting down. How does that even work? Stupid Qdoba, I bet you did this to me.

I just wish I could start again somewhere else. I want to move.

I wish I could move in with my dad and not fear for my life every day and miss my mom terribly.

Or maybe I just wish that I was a different person. Or maybe I wish that I could just change my personality one day and that I could become a more likeable person, or just a better person in general.

I really hope that my mom is right, and that I am getting the flu, because nothing would please me more than not having to deal with anyone all weekend.

I cancelled the meet-up for tomorrow, but that's okay, because I feel ridiculously shitty.

My head is going to explode, I'm convinced of it.

But I'm going to see Chicago on Sunday, and I'm happy about that. Hopefully I'll be feeling better by then.

I feel like I'm dying, slowly, slowly...

I made two new Polyvore coordinates:





I really want both of these, now. The shoes on the second one are nearly $1000, but they are so fucking awesome.

I bought the white Bodyline shoes that I was looking at. They were only $25, and with free shipping, too...so I couldn't resist. I made that money from selling headbows, yay!

I'm leaving for Virginia tomorrow, but I'm only going to be gone for three days. I hate going on these long trips for only a few days...

There were other things I was going to say! Now I can't think of them, damn...

Watching Glee and evidentaly, Puck's real name is Noah. Of course, this is the episode where he and Rachel hook up, so everyone keeps saying, "Oh, Noah is so great," and "Noah's such a great kisser." Yargh, and I just stopped wondering about what those fools were talking about in geometry. Now I'm thinking about it again.

gndfjknsjkgndjknfghndfghjgkhndfgfml.





meant to post this yesterday, by the way, but I guess it didn't post. o_o

Went to go get sushi last night with my mother, it was very nice. She was trying to help me feel better. I don't know how well that worked, but I did feel full at the end. Satisfied...so it was good, I guess.

I'm still feeling sad. I don't know why. This has gone on too long.

I just bought my first AP dress, which is exciting. It was only $80, which is good. (Starting to think that my mom wanted to buy it to, again, make me feel better...)
picture:


It's cute. And I've been looking for it for a while.

My new stockings and blouse got here on Thursday, and I got a chance to wear the blouse yesterday when we went out for dinner. (I actually saw a member of ky_lolita there, but she's not very active on lj.) I wore a pair of my stockings on Friday.

I took the PSAT on Wednesday, and I thought it went alright, except for the reading comprehension, which I am always bad at. The math questions went really well, mainly because they didn't have any calculus and the geometry on there was really basic. (And, of course I can do the algebra.) And the "writing skills" portion was a joke.

Going to see Where The Wild Things Are today with Madelynn, I think...

I just want to feel better.

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I had a busy Saturday. I fell asleep on Friday night at 9 pm while I was watching Dollhouse (and I was really looking forward to seeing it, too!) and then woke up on Saturday at 11 am or so. I was a tired person, and I still am. Later on, I went to see Zombieland, which was awesome but kind of disgusting. (Not as disgusting as Planet Terror, I must say. There was a lot of gurgling and bloody drool that the zombies were...drooling, but not omgexplosion of ick.) It was good, and it was an attempt at a first date. When my mom picked me up, however, she said, "That wasn't much of a date...you should have got coffee or something." Probably should have, but whatever. I don't really want to date anybody right now anyways.

Then I went straight to Madelynn's house for the Teenage Angela show. They played well, nice job guys, and two of the other bands (Tints and Slingshot Dakota, who were the headliners) were shitty, but acceptable. The Seedy Seeds were fantastic, though. I bought a t-shirt with dandelions on it. After that, we went to see Rosemary's Baby, which was the midnight movie at the Baxter. That was good, like I remembered. I was so tired though, I was afraid I was going to fall asleep. So when it was over, we went back to Madelynn's house and I fell asleep immediately.

The next day (also known as today,) we just sat around like the fat asses we are and watched Toddlers in Tiaras and Family Guy. We're cool, I know.

Today I also bought the Retroscope blouse that I had been looking at for ages and 3 pairs of tights, in orange, red, and pink. You know that I'm cool. I'm planning out a coordinate already with the red tights, and the pink ones will just go with everything. I was planning to wear the orange ones with my apple dress and also with my Halloween outfit.

GREAT SUCCESS!

So...yeah, it's been a pretty good day, except my feet are killing me.

KINGDOM HEARTS FINALLY GOT HERE, YAY!

TOO BAD I CAN'T PLAY IT UNTIL I GET SOMEONE ELSE'S DS, NO!

Glee tonight, yayyyyy! See, it's a very good day; when Glee comes on, you know it's good.

And I got my posters for the lolpregnant thing today, yay! And Madelynn and I hung up posters for Teenage Angela (on Saturday at Skull Alley!) on Bardstown Road, that's fun.

This is terrifying. THAT ASS.

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Caving In - Kimya Dawson

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Concentration Moon - Frank Zappa

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Because - The Beatles

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living - My Chemical Romance

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Since I Don't Have You - The Brian Setzer Orchestra

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Take A Chance On Me - ABBA
(hahahahahaha)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Rock Is Dead - Marilyn Manson

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Lily's Eye - The Secret Garden OCR

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Aerials - System of a Down

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Less Than An Instant - Art of Fighting

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Soul Singer In A Session Band - Bright Eyes
(hey, that worked out pretty well!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Highway Song - System of a Down

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Goodnight My Someone - The Music Man OCR

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
BYOB - System of a Down

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Waiting in Vain - Bob Marley and the Wailers

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The Last Time - Gnarls Barkley

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bukowski - Modest Mouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Take Me Down - Smashing Pumpkins

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Think About It - Flight of the Conchords

THE NECK RUFF.

St. James today, then ushering later tonight. We're going to be working at Midsummer Night's Dream, which will be good (hopefully.) Set in the 60's? You know it. The last Shakespeare play I saw that was set in the 60's was As You Like It, and that was fantastic. (I saw it at the Stratford festival in Canada, and Barenaked Ladies did the music! It was goooooood.)

Then, tomorrow we have a meet-up. YEY. We haven't had one of those for a while. I still have to figure out what I'm going to wear, but I think I have an idea. :D

I want to see Zombieland, Capitalism: A Love Story, and The Invention of Lying, because we found out that that movie is "atheist propaganda." SOUNDS GOOD TO ME. (My mom's words were: "We have to see it! It's about religion!" I then read the article about how it was about ATHEISM and said, "yeah, alright.") But I have to wait and go see Zombieland with someone else, because my mom doesn't want to see it after learning that it was nothing but a bloodbath. MAKES ME WANNA SEE IT MORE.

We have a 5-day weekend, that's pretty good. I need to write my science conclusion.


It was a lie when they smiled and said "you won't feel a thing."

Was feeling sick yesterday, feeling better today. I had a fever, headache, cough, and sore throat, so I went home early yesterday and stayed home today. I should be back to school tomorrow, though. ♥

Cara's goodbye party is tonight. We're going out to eat at Sesame, which is everyone's favorite Chinese restaurant. Mimi, Fritz, and Tory are going to be there, as well as my mom, me, and Cara (obviously.)

She leaves tomorrow. D:

So, Lookingglass Alice was fantastic. Last night was my first night of ushering, and it was kind of stressful, because the show was completely sold-out. The lady I was working with, though, was really nice, and she was showing me what to do. I had to stand for 2 hours, and I had to walk from Actor's Theatre to Fourth Street Live in very painful shoes that I didn't know were painful. I have two horrible blisters on my left foot that were bleeding last night...bad. :( I saw three sets of people that I knew; I saw Megan's mom, Demi, and Sharon, Ed and Gayle, and Phillip and Tiffany.

All of this got me rather excited about seeing Dracula, however. I'm going to be working that three times, and I was hoping to also see it with ky_lolitas.

Today, mom was at Holiday World with her little Brownies. I was going to go along, but it would have been expensive, and I wouldn't have had anyone to ride anything with...so I didn't. I stayed home and sewed and crocheted and hot glued flowers onto hair clips. Fun fun. Yes, I'm still trying to make things to sell. D: It's not going too well. Obviously, I'm not going to be able to get Vampire Requium. :( Oh well, c'est la vie.

Going over to Madelynn's later tonight. I hope I can make her feel better.

I am eating a Hot Pocket Panini, and it is rather tasty.

The movie that I saw today was really, really good. It's called In The Loop and it was freaking hilarious.

"Y'know, I've come across a lot of psychos, but none as fucking boring as you. You are a real boring fuck. Sorry, sorry, I know you disapprove of swearing so I'll sort that out. You are a boring F, star, star, CUNT!"

or

"SHUT IT, Love Actually! You want me to hole-punch your face?"

hahaha. I lol'd.

Anyways, I also found this awesome website called I'mma Let You Finish. Kanye West memes for the win!

Watching Glee later tonight, I can't wait. Freaking love that show.

Got the new Muse record! I love it! It's sooooooooo good. It's poppy, it's electric, it's fun. :D

BUSY BALL POPPER -- THE NEW PLAYSKOOL TOY!

I'm pretty sure this is my favorite Why The Fuck Do You Have A Kid image.




scary.

"Is that the gay ear?"
"Gay ear? What are you, 12? Okay, I'm going to count to three."
"Count to...twenty."
"No, I'm going to count to three."

TO MADELYNN: we need to write our fanfic. I found the Mary Sue test; we need to make sure we have a plethora of Mary Sue's in it.

I NEED THIS RIGHT NOW.

RIGHT NOW.

Wow, that's annoying.

My idea is to make around 30 headbows and sell them all for $15 each...hehehe, that's not going to happen. But I'm being positive, thinking positively... Wishful thinking, you know? If I do that, then I can also buy a matching headbow and socks. My mom already shot down my idea, haha. I have a skirt that I need to sell, but I can't set the price too high because it has a cut in it. (The cut does not make the skirt unwearable, and it's very hidden, but I doubt people would want to pay full price for it anyway.)

This is my plan. It better work. I'm trying to get my mind focused on different things that what my mind is currently focused on, and I'm hoping that this will help.